
I’m thrilled to be joining in with Cassandra Parkin’s Underwater Breathing blog tour today! đ I have an extract and giveaway as part of my stop, with thanks to Imogen at Legend Press.
UNDERWATER BREATHING
CASSANDRA PARKIN
ISBN (Paperback): 9781787198401
ISBN (Ebook): 9781787198395
Price: ÂŁ8.99 (Paperback) ÂŁ4.99 (Ebook)
Extent: 320 pages
Format: 198x129mm
Rights Held: World
On Yorkshireâs gradually-crumbling mud cliffs sits an Edwardian seaside house. In the bathroom, Jacob and Ella hide from their parentsâ passionate arguments by playing the âUnderwater Breathingâ game â until the day Jacob wakes to find his mother and sister gone. Years later, the seaâs creeping closer, his father is losing touch with reality and Jacob is trapped in his past. Then, Ellaâs sudden reappearance forces him to confront his fractured childhood. As the truth about their parents emerges, itâs clear that Jacobâs time hiding beneath the water is coming to an end.
Can a crumbling family structure mend the ties that bind them?

Extract…..
Chapter Two
2007
On the third morning in their house at the end of the world, Jacob woke to sunshine and silence and a sky that stretched out and out like a flat blue sheet. He lay in bed for a few minutes, listening to the small sounds of the house as it moved and settled. He was still learning the personality of this new home. The warm places and the draughty ones. The spots where you could walk freely and the ones where the boards would shriek like mandrakes. The welcoming rooms and the ones that brimmed with darkness. After so many years of smallness and making do, the emptiness and light made him feel as if the top of his head might come off. So far, this house seemed worn but welcoming, the way he imagined it would feel to visit grandparents. He wondered if the house knew it was destined to fall into the sea eventually, or if it believed it would stand for ever, as solid and permanent as the day it was first built. In the corridor outside, a small sound like a mouse told him Ella was there. After a minute, the door moved slightly and half of her face peered cautiously in. âItâs too early,â he told her, not because it was too early but because he wanted her to start learning that it wasnât okay to come into his room without being asked. Then, because her face looked so resigned and sad as she turned away, he added, âbut you can come in anyway. As long as you donât fidget.â A scurry of feet and a glad little hop and his bed was full of Ella, smelling of clean childish sweat and strawberry shampoo. At six, she was getting too big to do this; her sharp little toes scratched against his leg as she wriggled beneath the covers. Heâd been exactly the right temperature when he woke up, but with Ella beside him the bed was like a superheated prison. Heâd have to get up soon. âDo you like our new house?â he asked. To his surprise, she immediately shook her head. âYou donât? Seriously? Why not?â She whispered something, but he couldnât make it out. âDonât whisper, I canât understand you. Talk to me properly.â She looked at him silently. âFine, donât talk to me properly, thatâs up to you. Come on. Itâs breakfast time.â His room and Ellaâs were at one end of a short corridor that terminated in a rounded turret. When they first looked at the house, heâd seen the turret from the outside and hoped it might be his bedroom. As it turned out, the turret room was a cavernous bathroom that his parents had instantly told them both they were never to use â a rule Jacob took great secret pleasure in ignoring. He shut the bathroom door on Ellaâs hopeful face. He wasnât going to have her watching him pee. When he opened the door again, her expression reminded him of a dog waiting for its owner. âI waited for you,â she said, and took his hand confidingly. âYou did.â âAre we going downstairs now?â âWe are.â âShall we have breakfast now?â âYes.â âAnd Mummy and Daddy arenât awake yet?â âI donât know.â It was still strange to find himself in a space where every action of every person in the household wasnât instantly telegraphed, not just to everyone in their own home, but to everyone in the homes on either side and on top of them as well. âWeâll go past their bedroom and listen.â âDid they argue last night?â The sudden question pierced him. Heâd wanted to believe that, with this new home, the shouting would stop. âNo, I donât think so.â Lying to his little sister felt wrong, even when it was for her own good. âYou didnât hear anything, did you?â âYes.â âYou canât have done, you were asleep. You must have dreamed it.â âI woke up and I couldnât sleep again because I was frightened. I donât like it here. The seaâs too close. Itâs going to come and take our house away.â âDonât be silly, the seaâs not going to take our house away.â âYes it is, thatâs what the man said. Itâs going to come in the night when itâs raining and take our house away and weâll all go floating in the water and never see each other again.â âStop it. That wonât happen. Well, it might happen in the end, but not for years. Now come on, weâre going to find some breakfast.â The door to their parentsâ bedroom was closed as they passed it. He paused a moment in case he could hear anything, get a measure of the emotional temperature of the household, but there was nothing. The acoustics here were another mystery he was still exploring. Sometimes you could stand by a halfopened door and hear almost nothing of what was being said on the other side. Sometimes you could be three rooms away and a voice would come to him with startling clarity. (âMy headâs like a beehive,â his mother had said yesterday as he stood in the tiled room by the front door, idly contemplating the patches of damp that bloomed across the bare walls, and he was so convinced that she was behind him and speaking to him that he turned to ask her what she meant. âAnd youâre like a beekeeper. You keep the bees in order and stop them from swarming too far.â And it was only when his father replied, âSo do the bees like it here?â that he realised he was standing beneath their bedroom and eavesdropping on their private conversation.) They left their parentsâ room and went downstairs. The flowing wooden curve of the bannister beneath his hand felt like an old friend. He had to stop himself from laughing out loud as the hallway came up to meet him. The kitchen smelled of last nightâs dinner â a chicken curry that had been delicious at the time, but now just smelled gross. He wrestled with the back door for a while, until finally a gust of warm clean air rushed in. Another glorious thing about their new home: the garden that came with it. He still couldnât quite believe it was all theirs. âDo you want a picnic?â he asked Ella. She was rummaging in the cupboard where sheâd insisted on stashing her own special plastic cups and plates. Her face looked at him doubtfully over the top of the door. âCome on, letâs go outside and eat. Itâs warmer outside than in here.â The breeze tugged at his hair and the legs of his pyjamas. âMy feet will get cold.â âPut your wellies on.â âItâll be all wet.â âNo it wonât.â âI donât like it outside, Iâd rather eat inside ââ âIâll get your wellies for you. Donât try and make breakfast, Iâll do it.â He crammed the toaster with bread, then sprinted to the tiled room by the front door, which his mother had now declared to be the cloakroom. If he wasnât quick enough, Ella would think he wasnât coming back at all and would start assembling her own breakfast, which was unlikely to end well. Ellaâs wellies â purple and white with a unicorn face moulded into the toes, a magical charity-shop discovery â lay at rest between his fatherâs muddy work boots. As he picked them up, he heard his parents speaking in the room above, and paused a moment, holding his breath so he could hear more clearly. âWe shouldnât have come here.â His mother, her voice low and full of conviction. âItâs too quiet.â We belong here, Jacob thought furiously, trying to send his thoughts up through the ceiling and into his parentsâ brains. Donât argue. Please donât argue. This is our home, weâve finally got one. Donât ruin it. âAnd thatâs exactly why we bought it! Because itâs quiet. Weâll be safe here. End of the world and turn right, remember?â âBut if the world ends and we turn right, do you know where weâll be?â A little frightened laugh. âThe sea wants the house too.â âWeâve got time. Weâve got at least twenty years, thatâs what they said. Isnât that enough for now?â âAnd youâre drinking again. Donât tell me youâre not because I know you are, I could smell it on you last night.â âWe were celebrating! Last of the unpacked boxes? You had some too.â âI saw you drink three glasses of wine and a glass of whiskey with me, and I saw you down three fingers of whiskey in the pantry and then refill your glass and bring it out again.â No, thought Jacob, donât do this, stop it. Donât ruin this house. âAre you spying on me?â âNo. Yes. Yes, I was. I spied with my little eye. Iâm good at watching you, I have to be.â âFor Godâs sake! Look, thatâs all in the past, isnât it? It was a hard life for both of us and we both had our ways of coping, didnât we? And sometimes â sometimes â I used to drink a bit more than I ought to. But now weâre here and weâre safe, so you can stop looking over your shoulder all the time, and I ââ âCan stop drinking in secret?â âIt wasnât a secret, it was an impulse. I had one extra mouthful of the good stuff because I was happy and then I came out. It wasnât three fingers, it wasnât even three millimetres, it was just a little mouthful. Youâre exaggerating again. And I wasnât drunk, Iâm never drunk.â A brief silence. âNow why donât you come here?â The sound of feet moving above him, and then a single murmur of pleasure with two notes to it that sent him scurrying to the doorway, Ellaâs boots clutched tightly in his fingers. Heâd been listening at doors since his fatherâs first hesitant question (âJacob, would it be all right if I brought a girlfriend home one time?â) â but his parents doing that wasnât something he wanted to listen to ever. In the kitchen, he found imminent disaster. Ella, industriously busy as she always was when left to herself, had used a chair to climb the worktops, opened all the cupboards until she found the Cheerios, filled her bowl and the surrounding floor with crunchy cereal hoops, climbed another chair to reach the fridge and taken out the milk. Now she was struggling with the screw-top, her mouth open with concentration and her hair tousled and fluffy in the sunlight. He yelped in panic, took the milk from her and put it out of reach. âI told you not to try and get your own breakfast,â he said, unsure whether to tell her off or admire her persistence. âNever mind. Put your wellies on.â That garden! His heart lifted every time he caught a glimpse of its wild neglected tangle. (âIt used to be bigger,â the vendor said ruefully as he showed them around a lawn bursting with dandelions, bounded with rose bushes at the sides and with a scrub of brambles and gorse marking the spot where the garden spilled onto the cliffs.) Jacob didnât care about how big it had once been; what they had now was astounding. In the middle of the lawn, a crabbed old apple-tree crouched over a patch of barren earth made briefly lovely with fallen blossom. Ella made a beeline for the spot beneath the tree, milk and cereal slopping out of the sides of the bowl as she went.
âCome on,â he coaxed Ella. âLetâs go closer to the sea.â She shook her head. âWe might see a seal. Like in your animal book?â âI want to sit under the tree.â âNo, weâll sit where we can see the water at least.â She shut her eyes and turned away. âThereâs a beach down there. We could paddle maybe. Look for shells. Come on Ella, donât be a pain. Iâve done everything you want so far, I spent ages yesterday helping you get your room sorted, now itâs time to do something I want.â âNo. I donât want to see the sea, I want to stay here and play in the garden.â âWell, if you wonât come with me then Iâm going on my own,â he declared, and marched off with his toast, knowing heâd just invoked the nuclear option and she would follow him, because she worshipped him. He wasnât being fair, but then it wasnât fair that heâd spent most of yesterday unpacking clothes into drawers and books into bookshelves while she endlessly rearranged six plastic unicorns along her window ledge, so now he got to cancel out that unfairness with a bit of his own. He heard Ella scurrying behind him. She had discarded her cereal bowl somewhere in the garden. After a minute he took her hand in his and gave it a squeeze. Sharing Jacobâs toast between them, they pushed through the grudging gap in the tangle of gorse and brambles that marked what Jacob presumed was the end of their garden. The spines of the gorse glinted with the raindrops it had captured last night. (âNow everything will grow,â his mother had said dreamily, looking out of the window. âLike having a gardener come for free. Free rain. And tomorrow you kids can have free reinâŚâ) Beyond the thin thread of pathway, the cliff-edge rushed downwards. âIs this still our garden?â Ella whispered. âAre we still in our garden?â âI donât know. Maybe.â
âThereâs a path, though. Are people allowed to make a path in our garden?â âI donât think anyone really comes here anyway. Itâs too ââ he stopped before the word dangerous could get away from him â âtoo quiet.â âSo who made the path then? Jacob, what if people can come in our garden?â At the foot of the cliff, an empty, shingly beach had rolled itself out. Sunlight washed over the pebbles and struck sparks off the water. A rowboat bobbed a few feet from the shore, oars resting on the cross-struts that braced its wide-bellied shape. There was no sign of the boatâs owner. âWe could maybe get a boat,â he said. Ella shook her head. âCome on, it could be fun.â âI donât want to go in a boat, theyâre dangerous.â âNo, theyâre not. Shall we go down there?â âPlease can we go back to the house now?â âNo, letâs explore.â A crumbly brown pathway led like a slipway onto the pebbles below. It looked steep but doable. âHey, this might even be our own private beach. How cool would that be?â âI donât want to go on the beach, please Jacob, I donât want to go on the beach.â He picked her up and slung her across his hip. âNo, please put me down, put me down, please, Jacob, please ââ âShush. Youâll like it when we get there. And stop wriggling or Iâll drop you.â He scrabbled down the slope. Ella was a dead weight in his arms, fingers hooked into him like claws. He would have bruises later. The sand was as deserted as it had looked from above. They might be the only people left alive in the world. Against his chest, Ella was like a vibrating drum. âCome on,â he said coaxingly, half-ashamed now heâd got his way. âItâs lovely down here. Do you want to paddle?â She shook her head. âWe can play some games if you like, or just collect stones and stuff. Whatâs the matter now?â
Ella pointed to the slick black shape that lay, basking in the sunshine, a few feet from the base of the cliff. âIs it a monster?â she whispered. âIs it? Will it get us?â âOh, wow.â Jacobâs heart swelled with gladness. âOh, wow, thatâs a seal. Ella, thatâs a seal.â âIt looks like a monster.â Her fingers were slackening their death-grip on his arms. He put her down before she could grab on again. âIs it really a seal? An alive one? Not a toy one?â âOf course an alive one, whoâd make a toy seal that big? Do you want to go closer?â âShould we stroke it?â âDefinitely not, but we can look.â âWould it be soft?â âI donât know, it might be, I know theyâre furry but I donât know what they feel like.â There was something odd about the sealâs shape; it was thinner than heâd thought at first, lacking the acute upward curve of insulating fat, and while its tail-flippers looked right, there was something odd about the fore-flippers. Perhaps it was dead; perhaps that was what it was doing all by itself. âActually, maybe we shouldnât get too close, we donât want to frighten it.â âItâs waking up,â Ella breathed. âIs it going to come and see us?â âNo, donât go any closer, it might not be safe, Ella please, no, donât ââ And then the seal turned its head and he saw that they were stalking a woman, small and round and sturdy, lying in the sunlight in a thick black wetsuit that covered her from cap to toe, and now was sitting up and looking at them. âSorry,â he muttered, trying to take Ellaâs hand so they could get away. The woman shaded her eyes with her hand so she could see them better. âWe thought you were a seal,â Ella said. âThere are seals around here,â the woman said. âBut you shouldnât go near them. Theyâre hunters, not cuddly toys.â
âIâm called Ella. And heâs called Jacob. And my mumâs called Maggie and my dadâs called Richard and we live ââ âShush, Ella.â Jacob felt as if his face might burn right off his bones with embarrassment. âAnd Iâm Mrs Armitage.â She got to her feet, taking her time about it. Her face was brown, her gaze piercing. âDo you know thereâs no way off this beach?â Jacob looked at her blankly. âWe got down here.â Mrs Armitage nodded towards the steep slope of earth. âThatâs not a path, thatâs a cliff-fall. Coming down is one thing. But if you try and climb back up it, itâs liable to come down on you.â âOh. Okay. Weâll find another path then.â âYou wonât find any. There are no safe paths down here. And you canât climb the cliffs, theyâll come down on you.â âJacob,â said Ella, her eyes widening. âShush,â said Jacob. âItâll be fine.â âBut how are we going to get home?â âWeâll be all right, Ella! Stop fussing!â âYouâd better come with me,â said Mrs Armitage. âIn my boat, I mean. Iâll row you round to the next cove. You can pick up the path and walk back.â âWeâll be fine,â said Jacob. âYouâll drown if you donât,â said Mrs Armitage, her voice as flat and calm as a millpond. There was no way off the beach. Or was there? What if this strange woman was simply telling them this so she could lure them out onto the water? âHave we got to go near the sea? Jacob, have we got to go on the boat?â Mrs Armitage was older and smaller, he could probably fight her off if he had to, but what if he couldnât? And what if she was right about the beach? What was the right thing to do? âElla, will you just shut up, please!â âI donât want to go on the boat, I donât want to go on the boat, please donât make me go on the boat, the sea will get me!â Ella clung to his leg like a bramble. Her face was white. Jacob realised for the first time the scale of her terror. And heâd made her come down here⌠âElla?â Mrs Armitage knelt down at Jacobâs feet. âElla? Listen to me. I need to tell you something.â âShe doesnât like strangers,â said Jacob wretchedly. âDonât, youâll frighten her.â Mrs Armitage took no notice. Instead she smoothed Ellaâs hair back to expose the tender pink shell of her ear. She put her mouth against it and whispered. And to Jacobâs apprehensive surprise, Ellaâs grip on his leg began to loosen and she turned her face towards Mrs Armitage. âShall we get on my boat now?â Ellaâs face was white, but she nodded and held out her arms. âNo, Iâm not going to carry you, you can walk.â As if Mrs Armitage had cast a spell on both of them, they trailed in her wake towards the waiting water. âTake your trainers off and roll your jeans up. No, donât carry them, tie the laces together and hang them round your neck. And the little one needs carrying.â She scooped Ella up under one arm, not the way a woman would normally lift a child but like a farmer lifting a lamb, and held her out to Jacob. The water was so cold it felt as if it hated them. Jacob gritted his teeth and kept wading. Ellaâs foot slipped briefly below the surface, and she whimpered and drew herself up against his chest. âThe boatâs going to be heavy,â said Mrs Armitage. âSo I need you to get in when I say and sit where I say and sit still, you understand me? And donât put your feet on my scuba gear.â Stacked beneath the seat was a pile of equipment â a tank, a mask, some sort of thing like a thick sleeveless jacket. Mrs Armitage pointed at Jacob. âPass your sister to me, then get in. Slowly, donât tip the boat. Now sit right in the middle of that thwart.â âI donât know what the ââ
âThe thing like a seat thatâs clearly the only place you can sit and that Iâm pointing at,â said Mrs Armitage, with no particular emphasis. âAnd then keep still.â Jacob climbed obediently in. Heâd thought the point of boats was to keep the water out, but there was a good inch of sea water sloshing around. He tried not to cringe as it washed over his naked feet. âNow Iâm going to pass Ella to you. Sit her on your knee so the boat stays balanced.â Ellaâs teeth were chattering with fear and her fingers clung like twigs to the thick black material of Mrs Armitageâs wetsuit. âNo, none of that, thank you. Let go. Thatâs right.â She dropped Ella onto Jacobâs lap. âThere you are.â Then there was a quick slither too fast to follow, and Mrs Armitage was effortlessly balanced in the centre of the boat, which â just as sheâd said â now rode alarmingly low in the water, with what seemed like only a few inches of woodwork separating them from the waves. Mrs Armitage took the oars and began to pull. This was it. They were officially out at sea with a total stranger. He held Ella as tightly as he dared. Getting the boat moving through the water took a lot of effort. He could see the strain in Mrs Armitageâs face as she wrenched at the oars. After the first few strokes, she paused to push the black cap from her head, revealing cropped brown hair turned tufty and wild by its confinement. âCan I help?â Jacob asked after a while. âI donât know. Can you row?â âIâve never tried.â âThen no, you probably canât help.â She kept rowing. The beach was growing more distant. The silence settled around them like mist. âOur house is going to fall into the sea,â said Ella suddenly. âAh.â Mrs Armitage nodded. âSo youâre the ones. And thatâs your house.â He glanced over his shoulder. They were far enough out now that their house was visible. Did this mean his parents, looking out of a window, might be able to see their children afloat on the North Sea with a stranger? He wondered if they were looking for them yet, and how much trouble heâd be in when they finally got home. âItâs not going to fall into the sea,â Jacob told Ella. âYes it is.â Mrs Armitageâs voice was so flat and calm that it took him a minute to realise heâd been contradicted. âThis whole coast is going to disappear in the end.â âCould you stop frightening my sister, please, sheâs only six.â âBut the good news is,â Mrs Armitage continued as if he hadnât spoken, âyouâre a good twenty feet further from the edge than I am, so mine will go first. So as long as you can still see my house, youâll know you donât need to worry. I leave a light on in my bedroom window all night. Youâll be able to see it from your turret window.â She paused for a moment to catch her breath. The boat hopped up one side of a wave and down the other. Ella grabbed onto Jacobâs t-shirt. âI live in the white cottage just along the cliff. My husband chose it. He always liked to be near the sea.â They both looked where Mrs Armitage was pointing. âThen, of course, he ended up drowning in it.â On Jacobâs lap, Ella shuddered. He wondered what would happen if he stood up and pushed Mrs Armitage into the water. âBut when your house falls into the sea, youâll be in the sea too,â said Ella. âAnd then youâll drown.â âNo, I wonât.â âYes you will.â âNo, I wonât. I told you. I can breathe underwater.â âHow? How can you breathe underwater?â âThatâs my secret,â said Mrs Armitage. âBut I can learn to do it too?â âSheâs a scuba diver,â said Jacob crossly. âSee those tanks? Theyâre full of air. She puts them on her back and she can breathe the air through the pipes.â
âA lot of people donât rate the North Sea as a dive-site. I like it here because youâre not surrounded by holidaymakers making a nuisance of themselves. The water looks muddy but itâs clearer further down. Worse after a storm, of course.â âWhat is there to see?â âSome good wrecks. Most from the Second World War. A few fishing boats.â When her gaze fell on Ellaâs terrified face, her expression softened. âWrecks are good for the ocean. Fish like them. They make good habitats.â Jacob looked dubiously round at the little boat and wondered how Mrs Armitage could possibly row out far enough to find a shipwreck. âI have another boat,â she said, as if she could read his thoughts. âBigger than this one. I just use this for pottering around the coast where the waterâs shallow.â âWhereâs your other boat?â Ella looked around as if it might be hidden under the thwarts. âAt the marina, just along the coast from the beach where Iâm taking you. You can ask your parents to take you there if you want.â âNo, thank you,â Ella whispered. âEllaâs scared of the water,â said Jacob. âNo she isnât. Sheâs scared of drowning. Thatâs only common sense. Thatâs why you have to learn not to drown.â She rested the oars on the rowlocks to catch her breath again. The boat slowed to a rocking, unstable halt. When he looked behind him, Jacob saw the shoreline of another cove, close enough to make out the dogs and people roaming around on it, but too far to swim. Was Mrs Armitage strong enough to get them back to the shore? Was she willing to? Was she even sane? âHow about I row for a bit and you ââ âNo!â Mrs Armitageâs bark shocked him into instant stillness, frozen foolishly in the act of rising from his seat. âSit still. I told you, weâre too low in the water. If you start wandering around youâll tip it. Sit back down. Slowly.â Jacob sat back down. âThatâs better. So. Why did your parents buy a house that gets more worthless with every year that passes?â âI think itâs what they could afford,â said Jacob, shocked into honesty. Mrs Armitage laughed. âItâs not a bad place to live. Quiet in the winter, but some people prefer that. Not so good for teenagers, of course.â She rested the oars once more. âThe tide will carry us in now.â âSee, Ella?â Jacob smiled encouragingly. Ella rewarded him with a small stretching of her rosebud mouth. âNearly there.â Another few strokes. Another break. How deep was the water now? Jacob willed himself to sit still and wait. Mrs Armitage peered down into the water, frowned, rowed another few strokes. âRight, thatâll have to do. Sit tight. Donât try to get out until I say.â In a slither of neoprene, she slipped over the side and stood thigh-deep in water. âThereâs a shelf in the bottom just here, so be careful.â She held Ella as Jacob clambered awkwardly over the side. The water came well above his knees, but when he took a step towards the shore it was just as Mrs Armitage said: a sudden shelf that dropped the water level from his thighs to his calves. âThereâs a path at the top of the beach,â Mrs Armitage told him. âIt takes you along the cliff to the end of your garden.â She turned her gaze towards Ella. âIt goes right past my house, so you could use it to visit me, if you liked. Or you can walk back through the village if you prefer. That takes longer.â âThanks.â âIâm sorry your house is going to fall into the sea,â said Ella. âWhy?â âBecause then you wonât have your house any more.â âThen Iâll live in the sea where I belong,â said Mrs Armitage. âThanks,â Jacob said again, unsure of what else to say.
With Ella in his arms, he began the slow wade back to shore. When Ellaâs feet touched the sand, he felt her let out a long breath of relief. âShe can turn into a seal,â Ella said to Jacob. âNo, she canât.â âI wish I could turn into a seal.â And then, all in a rush, âLast night I was asleep and I thought the house was falling into the sea and we were falling through the water, and there was an old broken boat and some fish were going to eat our eyes and a crab was going to walk over our skulls.â âIs that why you were so scared? Oh, Ella.â âIs that going to happen one day?â âNo, of course it isnât, that was just a nightmare. Why didnât you go and get Mum?â âItâs dark on the way to their room.â He sighed. âI tell you what. If you have that dream again, then come and get me. Donât wake me up or anything,â he added hastily. âBut if youâre really scared, you can get in bed with me for a bit. As long as you lie still and donât wriggle. And you wonât need to be afraid, ever, because weâll be together.â âEven if the sea comes?â âEven if the sea comes. I promise. Do you want to wave goodbye?â They turned to face the sea and saw that Mrs Armitage was still standing in the water, one hand on her boat, watching them.
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Cassandra Parkin grew up in Hull, and now lives in East Yorkshire. Her short story collection, New World Fairy Tales (Salt Publishing, 2011) won the Scott Prize for Short Stories. Cassandra’s writing has been published in numerous magazines and anthologies. Follow Cassandra on Twitter @ cassandrajaneuk
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âA dark, powerful and emotional novel with hauntingly beautiful prose. It will compel you to read on even as it sends chills up your spineâ Nicola Moriarty
âThis is a glorious, emotional novel about who we really are, where we belong in the world, and how truly at mercy we are to the events that shape us. I can’t recommend it enoughâ Louise Beech
Other books by the author:
The Summer We All Ran Away (2013)
The Beach House (2015)
Lily’s House (2016)
The Winter’s Child (2017)
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